[9/30/2010 10:33:12 AM] Ziggy Menzel: yes
[9/30/2010 10:33:41 AM] Ziggy Menzel: I have but the phone will be cut of today if he does not pay the bill they gave me to the 30s
[9/30/2010 7:19:37 PM] Ziggy Menzel: i rather that they will help both of us...
[9/30/2010 7:20:08 PM] Ziggy Menzel: i sold most everything of value this afternoon
[9/30/2010 7:20:33 PM] Ziggy Menzel: got around 300 just to put on the internet and phone bill
[9/30/2010 7:20:58 PM] Ziggy Menzel: so i can stay online
[9/30/2010 7:21:57 PM] Ziggy Menzel: sold my gold chain, and silver rings..


[17/10/2010 18:14:11] Ziggy Menzel: i will not carry on with nformed
[17/10/2010 18:14:13] Scotish Tosser: WHO PUSHD WHO AWAY
[17/10/2010 18:14:17] Ziggy Menzel: and my name made mud
[17/10/2010 18:14:29] Ziggy Menzel: so Thanks you for all you did
[17/10/2010 18:15:04] Ziggy Menzel: trying to help but then turned your back
[17/10/2010 18:15:10] Ziggy Menzel: Iam used to that now..
[17/10/2010 18:15:13] Scotish Tosser: AND WHO MADE YOUR NAME MUD
[17/10/2010 18:15

 Ziggy Menzel    30 September at 13:30   Report
I thought i write you and email, because you and Justin are the only 2 people who always really cared what will happen to me.Today I was supposed to pay $5000 to the housing tribunal but I can not find the money , Also my hydro and my internet will be cut off sometime today,

I am so tired Becker,I know I can not rely on my husband.He is somewhere in Toronto now, He knows we will ever be a couple again. I feel sorry for him, but can not live with his demons from the past.

I have not had any food for the last 3 days,I pretend everything is OK, but my life is done.See people probably people think ohhhh Ziggy is doing OK..she is on the Radio talking, laughing, but is all a big front.Because I do not want to be insulted my people like Lawrence, or been used by that Rares, who promised to help, but since I have been pretending , him and his girlfriend have not asked one time if things are OK...He also said on the Radio he works 12 hours a day for me, so I get some food from the Mormon Church here..That never happened.
He talks a lot promises a lot, but is all hot air.

[17/10/2010 18:21:15] Ziggy Menzel: i am done
[17/10/2010 18:21:15] Ziggy Menzel: begging
[17/10/2010 18:21:28] Ziggy Menzel: i will go on a different net work and asked for help